It's a viscous cycle. Nice girl meets a**hole ... He breaks her heart ... She turns into a b***h ... Meets nice guy ... Breaks his heart ... He turns into an a**hole ... Meets nice girl. I didn't realize how common my plotting was until I had a conversation with my home girl. She's a few years older than me but my mirror image. She (like myself) takes each encounter with men as a challenge.
I'm drawn more to the alpha male type. My Instagram bio reads 'Real light blonde b***h who likes fat boss n****s with beards'. I'm no skinny b***h so I prefer big burly beared grizzly bear men, but it goes further than that. I'm attracted to mentally strong men and I challenge myself to bring him to his knees and eat out of my palms. It's how the game has made me. Occasionally I find myself smitten by a guy like this but I never lose focus. I never lose my goal.
When I meet guys I make it clear what I want, even if it's just his sex. I guess you can call me a woman of my generation ... A real BROAD. I don't sugar coat things and that seems to draw them in even closer. Once I've got my paws on them I reflect and pay attention, do the things he like, talk s**t, and make him fall in love. Then I don't have to call twice if I want it again. For some reason, the tough guys like when a woman takes control, show them who's boss. Remember, ladies, the power of the P is greater than any other force in the universe.
At this point of my life, it's going to take King Leonidas himself to break me out of my cycle.
So are you using your P to it's advantage... Or being used for his advantage?
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I have to agree with you, it is a vicious cycle that once you're in it it's hard to break. I myself am now that raw, brass, uncut "bitch" and it came about because I got tired of being treated like shit. But now it leads me to wonder if I will ever find that one man that can and will handle my attitude and all my flaws. Anyway I love your blog!!!
ReplyDeletePeople take turns tossing around hearts & emotions!!! I think when a person becomes damage they do the same to others then its just a rotation of people trying to beat one another to the punch just destroy each other because what happened in the past....dont think it will ever change smh
ReplyDeleteLove your blogs!!!! Do ya thing:-)
ReplyDeleteI have a different view on the topic at hand. I'm not going to say I know your pain or understand where your coming from cause in my opinion no can truly know the pain in ones heart.
ReplyDeleteTo allow how someone in your past effect how you treat those in your future isn't fair to those people, and if you do that you run a huge risk or pushing someone away who could have been a great influence in your life.
Going in to the next relationship with my heart open is something I always do. Yes you run the risk of getting hurt but isn't worth find the your meant to be with. And when you put your guard up you find all the bad out of all the good the person can bring to your life.
That's my a part of my take on it what do you think about that.