It's a viscous cycle. Nice girl meets a**hole ... He breaks her heart ... She turns into a b***h ... Meets nice guy ... Breaks his heart ... He turns into an a**hole ... Meets nice girl. I didn't realize how common my plotting was until I had a conversation with my home girl. She's a few years older than me but my mirror image. She (like myself) takes each encounter with men as a challenge.
I'm drawn more to the alpha male type. My Instagram bio reads 'Real light blonde b***h who likes fat boss n****s with beards'. I'm no skinny b***h so I prefer big burly beared grizzly bear men, but it goes further than that. I'm attracted to mentally strong men and I challenge myself to bring him to his knees and eat out of my palms. It's how the game has made me. Occasionally I find myself smitten by a guy like this but I never lose focus. I never lose my goal.
When I meet guys I make it clear what I want, even if it's just his sex. I guess you can call me a woman of my generation ... A real BROAD. I don't sugar coat things and that seems to draw them in even closer. Once I've got my paws on them I reflect and pay attention, do the things he like, talk s**t, and make him fall in love. Then I don't have to call twice if I want it again. For some reason, the tough guys like when a woman takes control, show them who's boss. Remember, ladies, the power of the P is greater than any other force in the universe.
At this point of my life, it's going to take King Leonidas himself to break me out of my cycle.
So are you using your P to it's advantage... Or being used for his advantage?
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